Right now the thing I'm struggling to believe that I'm just a little over a month away from being done at Tollgate. I'm so confused how on earth the time has flown by this fast. Seems strange and unbelievable to me... My feelings are totally mixed on the whole thing... While I desperately want to see as many different schools and experiences as I can... I also have come to feel at home in the Tollgate community. I know pretty much everyone, I have my little group of friends and I feel like my kids really like me. The idea of going to another school, with new kids who are used to a different intern... well, honestly... it scares me. I'm happy and content at Tollgate.... While I'm sure I can re-integrate myself into a group, I'm just sad to do so. Leaving Scott makes me really sad...He's been such a great mentor, I truly couldn't have asked for anyone better.... He has set the bar high for the next mentor and I'm just afraid of what would happen if the next one doesn't live up to his high standards.... I mean really... if it's not baroque, why fix it?
(joke... laugh)
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