So to sum up last week..

There was a little bit of everything... Stanley interviews and taking a child to the principal's because you know, I suck, to having a breakdown about my curriculum unit, it was a long freaking week. On tuesday when I had to go to the principals office despite the fact that this wasn't my first visit taking a child it was definitely really difficult. I had an unexpected run in with emotions and guilt. It was definitely hard for me but Trevor was great and talked me through it. It was a great bonding session between us because we both had a tough last 40 minutes of school just separately. Wednesday was a blur of interviews and other crazy things. The end of the week went by in a blink with a hiccup of trying to figure out how to get a job with DPS. I was trying to finish one lesson from my curriculum unit and this girl who I totally adore just was frustrating me. I reminded her of one of the expectations and instead of saying oh yeah thanks for reminding me she flipped out at me. It just totally broke me down because I'm already feeling insecure about my project since we haven't gotten to any of the fun stuff yet and it just seems difficult. I know I'm pushing the kids in different directions then they have gone before but seriously... They need to give me a chance! Ugh, I'm trying so freaking hard... This week we'll finish up that lesson, do our science lesson and finally our art project.... I'm praying that it will get better and that the kids will figure out the fun things we will get to do now that the hard boring stuff is (almost) out of the way!